Sunday, October 12, 2008

Deboning

also Columbus day in USA, and celebrated in similar spirit in Latin America & the world

fiction

He jumped out of himself again, and it was midday.
It was a straight pushing out, once he went into trance, and no complex desultory ritual of chants & dance.

Having his intangible self leave his physical body did not require following any strict laws or unbending traditions.
Such as projecting one's spirit only in the nighttime.
Or being regarded as a ghost senselessly preoccupied with haunting purpose.

He was not much of a true conformer anyway.
It suited him well that in this bodiless space he now traversed, traffic was self-organising.
He would have been most irascible otherwise, if such was even possible in the dream state.

The numbers of wandering souls were just as high as in other popularly believed time zones, such as the dark hours of morning, or certain months of given lunar calendars.

Yet there were no netherworldly pedestrian jams or gridlocks.
Afterlife government did not exist here, just an optimising of ethereal space amongst present occupants.

He wasn't going far.
Just left his real-world table & notebook, and chair, and was moving across the room, to the ceiling-to-floor windows, to gaze at the expected scenery outside, below and towards the horizon.

Perhaps, hee hee, he thought, feeling ebullient about his currently detached state, the usual view would turn to seem otherworldly.

What he hoped to get was what he saw.
The usual high-rise view was now augmented with multifarious auras  that wrapped each of everything.
Glows around buildings.
Colourful vibes standing out from vehicles & pedestrians down at street level.
They were enough to overwhelm him, and make his wraith-like presence step back in awe.

The next moment in this astral realm, he could sense the luminance all around intensify, and whatever around him which could emanate, got ever more garish.

That was when something moving in the skies outside hit inside very hard.
He would never learn if it was a bird, plane, spacecraft, meteorite or something else that did it.
His office's false ceiling and the dozen floors above it, crashed onto his unconscious body and pulverised it.

But this anima that remained of him, this presence with no more material signature, need not have moved amidst the sudden catastrophe, as this building level fell away.
It plummeted from under him, taking what used to belong, however badly crushed now.
There was no longer any impetus to return to his former whole being.

Only gradually did he realise why it was so much easier this time, to exit his corpus.
It was not due to his acumen at leaving his usual consciousness behind.
He was no scion to become a great psychic, adept at leaping forth.
If he could feel trepidation due to his current status, which he probably no longer could, then that he was doomed, would have caved in on him.

That was when he glided down, and first saw the true ghosts.
Was he become one of them now?

Names

Inscription day

It's an honour & some fun to craft names for our children.
Years ago when we prepared options based upon our firstborn's gender, I hoped for one that my wife agreed with, and which was neither too typical nor pretentious.
It's done well so far.

Now as our 2nd one comes to be, I hope that the same meaningful experience of choosing works out right again.

--

Darwin was picked for our elder one, not just because of the first obvious scientist which comes to mind, but also because of that evolutionary pioneer's learned father.
And instead of just merely wishing for our son to survive  competition & reveal some revolutionary discovery, rather we would like him to build up a fresh zest into his lifetime.

His Chinese name characters 达文, which sound like his Western name, extend our wishes for him.
One interpretation of them, is that he will cultivate himself, through upbringing & education.

--

My dear wife picked Dylan for the 2nd boy.
Once I found out it originally meant the sea, I felt my mind reach out across wet stretches & fluid depths.
It also helped to be reminded of the rock poet legend.

Soon to be born to understand the undercurrents of life, may his thoughts, words & deeds flow deeply everywhere, emerging true to his calling in life.

I then tried to make his Chinese name sound similar, while carrying its own purpose, but this round, meaning & pronunciation would not join up so directly across tongues.
In the end, one character  depicts sea & ocean, while the other has an older denotation as a confluence of rivers.

And then I noticed: what are rivers meeting seas?
Mouths of activity which may form fertile deltas!

But would this name, with its meandering formulation, pass muster with his mother?
Thankfully, it has flowed well enough past that bridge.
We wish our younger one, an enriching voyage ahead.

--

Looking at each of their double names brings a smile of secret amusement.

By linking first-boy to a historic chap, his other name spells out that similar higher purpose in life.

And while second-boy is joined by so many waterways, in Chinese he would sound much too, of other qualities: of the sun , of renown , acuity , insight ...
Such funny irony presents more options for his emulation then.
Plus make us look forward all the more, to his lyrical journey in life.

--

Enough then -- the press type has been laid out to define both, our initial gifts to them.
The rest of their lives, to make of them what they will, their imprints on their tapestries.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008



Yellow rays
19:08, September 19, 2008
Bishan, Singapore



18:50, September 15, 2008
Above Bishan central, Singapore

September 14, 2008
Inside Soka headquarters in Tampines, Singapore


14:02
upwards at ceiling of Friendship hall


15:33
within the carpark



09:34, September 3, 2008
Northeast from Robertson Quay hotel, Singapore


September 2, 2008
Singapore riverfront from Robertson Quay


15:00


15:01

Stairwell of Robertson Quay hotel, Singapore


23:34, September 1, 2008


10:41, September 2, 2008

September 1, 2008
Singapore River by day & night, from Robertson Quay


18:51


20:37

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Also a son of Singapore

On the evening of 3 October, I went alone to pay my last respects, and sign the condolence book, at the wake of J B Jeyaratnam.

Out of basic etiquette, I only took photos from the road leading to the funeral site.


19:34, 3 October, 2008


19:37, 3 October, 2008